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What the fuck are you looking at?
I know I have wrinkles. Another year, nothing changed here. No, you think wrong, another ones hasn't come. I'm sure it won't get any better. Don't be under any illusions. Wine gets them as it gets older too. Invisible liquid signs of old age. Besides, you know, only these expensive wines get better with the years that come. I'm cheap, I was once told. So what the fuck? I was on a date once,
It was weird. He offered me a caper. He had nothing else in the fridge. He said he ate everything in the morning because after smoking he's always hungry. The vegetable originally came into his hands, too. He just bit it and then thought he'd leave it for another time. Besides, he'd have to cook it to eat it, and that's what contradicted his mental flow. But I am here already, I can make something out of it. He doesn't know what to do with capers. His last girlfriend's gone and so the caper stayed. I could do something with it, it wouldn't be there without any purpose. Those are his words. Hey, buddy,
Mankind adjusts very quickly to changes and moves on to certain things as if they had always existed. Look around you, you've seen it all, or do you, like others, hide your head in the sand and pretend not to notice anything? Sunshine,
I think I'm gonna go to bed. Just for a little longer. I'm not in a touch with the world anymore. No connection. Subscriber permanently unavailable. This annoying beeping sound is buzzing in my head, and it's not going to leave me alone. Can you hear it too? It's everywhere. I'm writing to you again,
But it will be a short letter. No one said books must be long. I'll write it before I get another bottle. No matter what, it doesn't make any difference to me anymore. We'll all become alcoholics. You dream about it too, admit it. You still hold on, you think you're better than me, but you're not. I'm the one who wins. I'm the one who controls the situation by doing exactly what I want and when I want. Throw the meat at me.
I want a carcass. Call me names. Because I won't surrender Because I don't look good with paranoia. Because I love. Because I respect. Because I want to feel. Honey,
Today I saw smiling zombies roaming streets. They avoid themselves, they are afraid to touch. They look suspiciously at their every move, every breath, every whisper. The sight of an hounded dog, as if every passer-by wanted to throw themselves at them and take something away. |